From the heart and mind of debut author Mathan Subbiah comes A Scream in the Vacuum, a collection of reflections and poetry that offers an unfiltered look into the complexities of mental illness and the intricacies of human existence. Living with bipolar disorder and schizophrenia for over three decades, Subbiah transforms his experiences into powerful words that resonate with resilience, creativity, and deep philosophical insights. This collection delves into the challenges of love and relationships, the pressures of a capitalistic society, and the impacts of religious and political systems. Through deep pondering and thoughtful philosophizing, Subbiah's writing shines a light on the shared human struggle, offering insights that are both deeply personal and universally relatable. A Scream in the Vacuum is more than just a book; it is an invitation to explore the depths of our emotions, to question the world around us, and to find strength in vulnerability. With each page, Subbiah inspires readers to embrace their own journeys with empathy, courage, and a deeper understanding of life's profound questions. Immerse yourself in this compelling collection and discover a voice that speaks to the indomitable human spirit and the quest for meaning.