This memoir is one woman's story of how she struggled with addiction and bipolar 1 disorder and fell into the darkness of New Age spirituality. Mallory, who suffered gravely from spiritual psychosis, experienced hellish hallucinations, delusions, and mood episodes. Her story is a powerful testament to the strength of the human spirit and the transformative power of faith. Mallory ultimately broke out of her New Age delusions with the help of the Holy Spirit, and her soul was redeemed by Christ. She survived her addiction, bipolar 1 diagnosis, and New Age nightmare by the grace of God, medication, and because she just kept going.