continuing the profanity and dark themes of "Amelia James is Dead", this shows a different part of our author's life. This is just less of the external view and it turns to learning about how Alaster's brain works and how he lives with his mental illness. This book is harsh and is really not fit for people who get triggered by talking about depression, self-harm, suicide, anxiety, and hopelessness in extreme detail. this is mental illness under a microscope. This book was written to deal with Alaster's mental health journey. This book is here to act as proof that everyone is going through something. This was written mostly to help Alaster but if it helps you too then that's an added bonus.