A tantalizing, and often frightening, glimpse into the world of a lipstick lesbian. A tale of an explosive combination of a failed suicide attempt, a breakdown of the mind, body and soul, and the complete loss of self and self-worth. A story of a young, hardened, streetwise, meth addicted lesbian swooping in to take advantage of the resulting frailty, assuring that a catastrophe was not far away. This is the true narrative of five and half years of an ill-fated love affair with a schizophrenic narcissist, a gaslighter, a truly cruel and violent human being. It is the story of utter degradation, demoralizing abuse, an attempted murder, and finally finding a way back to the safety of family, and to hearth and home once more.