This journey is truly My Pain for My Purpose. God used the death of my husband for me to see me to see NEW Life and Purpose. I had to suffer badly to be used greatly. Although our journey was interrupted with Terrance's untimely death it left me with so many unanswered questions and decisions. After the death, I was broken to the core the very thing that I thought came to bless me is what GOD would use to break me to my core in order to restore me! Pain had a Purpose greater than I ever imagined. New beginnings won't come until you are willing to be honest and transparent with yourself and to close old endings to chapters that are already done. Reading this Journey you will find it had some twists, some unknown plots, some horrific discoveries, betrayal and some things that truly make you go wait what happened? What I can say is after it all GOD heals, restores and sets the captive free!