"Thank you, mi amor," she whispered as tears rolled down her face. "I cry with tears of joy because you have confirmed that I have done my job here. I am so proud of you. Te amo, mi amor, con todo mi corazón. I can rest in peace now, and I will see our precious one in heaven." My mother smiled at me as she closed her eyes for the last time in this world. And just like that, she was gone......... my mother, my best friend... mi mama..... gone... Where do you go when you think you have lost it all? The past is a good place to start. In order to make things right with her estranged son, and to quiet her own demons and loss, Sandy Guadalupe Teibel sets forth on the journey of a lifetime: going back to her past and trying to right the wrongs, hoping to find peace and conciliation. But the past is never what we think it was, and Sandy finds that in this course of going back, she risks everything all over again.