Kennedy Kiblen had always been the optimistic good girl, with a strong connection to her family and faith. After all, she was the town Pastor's daughter. At the end of her senior year, she loses the one person she could always turn to. to make matters worse, she finds out her parents' marriage wasn't what she thought and scandalous news about her mother throws her over the edge. She finds herself lost in her head, angry, sad, and overwhelmed. Determined not to think, to remember, to feel. Kyle Masters had everything he wanted. A good girl who supported him in everything he did, a football record that was getting him noticed by college teams, and a family that would never let him down. But when Kennedy's world goes up in smoke, the only thing he can do is be there for her and give her everything she needs. Sometimes that isn't enough though. He can see her spiraling and he has no idea how to reverse the crash course she's on. He wants to be her savior, her light, her only addiction, but how can you save someone who doesn't want to be saved? *intended for readers 18+