Self Medication is a self-improvement series that aims to assist one in capitalizing on their strengths, weaknesses, flaws and perfections. This FIRST of THREE parts is the "Tear Down". In this segment the author looks into his past in order to adjust his present and assist in his future. Once one strips themselves to the core to understand insecurities, personal issues, grudges as well as fears, they can then begin to move forward. In order to make this portion relative to others, it was written as a journal. This book covers: Faith and religion, Love and Love Lost, business, the role of father figures as well as how he dealt with the death of someone he loved most. This eBook is part one of whats to come from this author and the Self Medication series.