Life does not always go as planned. Sometimes it takes a hard left. And you end up somewhere unexpected. But the most unexpected part, is the journey in front of you. The decision of who you allow to lead you. I chose God to lead me. My marriage ended after 41 years. And the thing I needed to know most was, what does real love feel like? I was afraid I would leave this world and never have experienced real love. I kept praying and God brought me real love. The most beautiful love ever felt. God led me to understand love at a level many never experience. I fell in love with a man who was never able to see me. He was broken too. He didn't allow anyone inside. God showed me that love is rooted deep inside of our hearts and souls. It is like a seed waiting to be found deep within us. I will never forget this journey. It will be the most beautiful discovery of my life. Inside the Poems and Writings of this book is the story of my journey. The lessons God taught me about love and what love feels. God showed me what was inside of me that was undiscovered. About the gifts he had intended for me when I was created. He gave me the words to express emotions of love. I discovered the beauty of who I am and what God intended for me. I am forever grateful for this blessed journey. Paula McGee is a 62-year-old who lives in Southern California. She has worked in the administrative side of the medical field for the past 20 years. She has three children and ten grandchildren. Hobbies include writing, long walks in nature, motorcycle riding, cooking and baking.