This is the life story of Geula Salomonova. It is based on real life events. Geula is ill with the mental disorder called Paranoid Schizophrenia. The story is told from the point of view of her. This means that many events that are hallucinations might sounds like fiction, but they are real for her. Nothing is fictional.
There are a lot of medical books and other materials on schizophrenia, but not much has been said from first hand experience. Those who are sick will never tell you their tale. This is because they are not coherent and not in touch with their surroundings most of the time. Thus their point of view and experience are kept secret. Geula, who passed through the usual psychotic experiences, had the good fortune of overcoming them and being able to tell her story. However, although the act of writing of this book was not easy, Geula decided to make the effort to finish it and share it with you.
The book can be seen as the memoirs of a woman who has been haunted by Satan and demons. The whole story takes place through various countries and from the age of 15 to 36. The names of the characters have been changed to protect their identity and privacy. From this point on I will narrate as Geula. Seven years have passed since the events of this story took place.
The inspiration for writing this book was from reading Anita Moorjani's Dying To Be Me. It narrates her life story and tells about a woman dying from cancer, but eventually coming back to life. Thus, I decided to tell you about what had happened in my life.