It was not easy God knowing me, as the world puts you to the test on a daily basis. I have stumbled at times and even denounced God a few times, but in my heart and soul, he forgave me, and I continued my life as a better person. I believe all of us are put on this Earth to better our lives and others, and when we return, we will pick up where we left off. As I've often said, "Take care of your body. It is loaned and belongs to God, and he returned it to dust and gives you a new body, but you have to keep your soul." If all goes as God planned, I will be reborn again, and my soul will return to Earth, and I will again be among the living. (Remember, all lives are important. Maintain your self-respect.)
May God bless all of you with his wisdom.